Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Last

Cup the tunes embracing my ears, pouring in, sweet melodies, a perfect gift from a wonderful life friend. Sit back, five stories up a glass wall, rain trickling down as a rainbow arcs across this campus of tired worn out souls with saturated brains. And I sigh.

Home alone and happy. Nothing brings me down.

The end of this term of stress is over today. The countdown is to the hours and minutes now. Like a child on Christmas Eve, anticipating with butterflies in bellies. And I sigh.

And I laugh out loud, my life's a mess. I have gone too far in my lifelessness.

And my heart stopped beating.

Exhaustion brings a calm euphoria. Melt in the music, simple and sweet. Breathe and step through this anticipation into the freedom of three hours from now. Loving the idea of enjoying and savouring my moments again, doing the things that make me smile, being with the people that make me happy and laugh. Peace and contentment and relaxation. And I sigh.

Meet me, on the sunny road...